Below are reflections on a challenging time and the years (and lessons) to follow. After a failure, someone criticized me, “Joanne, you are always learning!” I took it as a compliment. “Do not be afraid of making mistakes, for there is no other way of learning how to live!” Alfred Adler. Thankfully, I’ve learned a ton and the lessons are getting more interesting.

1. Find your circle

Creating some distance from a few negative people (the drama queens, the self-absorbed or doubters) was an instant priority. It wasn’t my job to comfort others in that difficult time. Small amounts of negative energy can chip away at wellness, like water carving stone. Do not underestimate its power. Because it seemed my survival counted on a super-tribe, it became clear that I needed to do some weeding and cherry-picking to tighten my circle. My clan of uplifting, caring, supportive peeps has helped make my life possible, enjoyable and fruitful. I’m so grateful. By cultivating strong, collaborative communities, such as female arts collective THRIVE Art Studio, I hope to empower others. Together we go farther! 

2. Seize the moment

Facing mortality seems to increase appreciation of everything. I waste less time on activities that I don’t align with. I choose carefully, freeing all involved for more valuable interactions. Goals are intentional and less fear-based. Each day is a bonus, underlined by a feeling of abundance instead of scarcity. It took a while, but my life is now simpler yet more impactful and joyous. As I opened to alternative healing modalities, I met amazing people who introduced me to new ways of being. Some of these healing journeys have inspired my paintings or guided my practice. While teaching therapeutic art for over eight years, I helped others heal and develop their voice. These days, I’m fully dedicated to sharing my own expressions. I wake up grateful and work hard to share my vision. My practice is rooted in joy, love and service.

3. Practice self-care

Health and wellness are a focus. I drink less alcohol (goodbye wine blog) and exercise more (hello yoga). My love of eating whatever I wanted to turned into a passion for nourishing foods and sustainability. By launching a successful bean-to-bar chocolate company, I have helped get powerful antioxidants into many bodies. I care for myself and others by growing organic vegetables and kombucha. When out of balance (‘cause life happens, right?!), I ramp up self-care in whatever way time allows. Giving my all means different things at different times; it’s the same in the art studio…some days I create, other days I organize. By accepting my imperfections, I channel more energy towards wellness, love and creation. These themes find their way into my art, like kintsugi-inspired gold. I don’t subscribe to the tormented, struggling artist myth. When I’m well, I’m consistent. In short, I do everything I can to secure a long, fabulous, love- and art-filled life! Yet, everything in moderation; sometimes, I “cake for breakfast”! 😉

4.  The truth will set you free

Growth has strengthened my voice. I have learned that only love is real, everything else is an illusion (A Course in Miracles). Knowing my truth and speaking it boldly is a kind of success for me. Fear, guilt, shame…all carry negative energy that I believe have the potential to become the seeds of distraction, disease—and bad art. Thankfully, meditation, yoga and mindfulness practices have deepened my connection to mind-body and my ability to create healthier boundaries. That might means protecting my time or the tender, new ideas of art itself. Ultimately, this clarity has helped me make values- and heart-based decisions with faith and conviction, such as forgiving quickly or releasing expectations. Art based in truth communicates successfully, has lasting power and leaves a great impact on many as we are all human.

5. Be grateful

Always. Period. “As long you are breathing, there is more right with you than wrong with you, no matter how ill or despairing you may be feeling in a given moment.” Jon Kabat-Zinn. Sure, I still have bad days periodically. Nonetheless, I try to never loose sight of my good luck. Luckiness begins with a choice to see ourselves as lucky, regardless of our situation. This productive perception can begin (or be renewed) at any time. I believe gratitude and acceptance foster love while easing pain. My conclusion “why not me?” (vs. “why me?!) released my desire to find answers that weren’t really available anyway. Further, this helped me avoid unhelpful comments by those who struggled to make sense of my cancer diagnosis. Selectively inviting feedback creates a foundation for authenticity in art and life. I tried to heal with focused intentions, faith and compassion–without attachment to outcome. This attitude strengthened the very traits needed in any successful art practice.

New work!! Keepers of the Coast explores the sculptural potential of minimalist painting. String binds the work and creates texture, tension and fragmentation. A single kintsugi-inspired gold line speaks to repair and history. Poured paint augments expression resulting in layered forms reminiscent of the magical mountains seen in my travels to Cappadocia, Turkey. Simultaneously, this abstract landscape depicts the essence of Canada’s beautiful West Coast. Keepers of the Coast is named to draw attention to the important work of Doug Neasloss, elected Klemtu Chief and Central Coast Resource Alliance (CCIRA) board director.

The painting’s name is drawn from the film of the same name by Aaron Heidt that looks at how the Kitasoo/Xai’Xais, Heiltsuk, Nuxalk, and Wuikinuxv Nations are stewarding their marine territories. I have done several creative projects with the Kitasoo/Xai’Xais nation and I’m thrilled to support their goal to create sustainable environments and healthy local economies and communities. Their work impacts far beyond this region!

By purchasing this painting, 35% of your investment will go directly to helping CCIRA further its initiatives. For more information on the organization, visit www.ccira.ca. Price and details.

I have had an amazing time over the past few weeks during the Vancouver Mural Festival (VMF). I’m a bit surprised about that.

Early in my art career, I created an elaborate mural with Dana Irving, Famous Painters. It was a beautiful Persian dining room designed for a private residence (think Persian rug but on mansion-scale and complete with realistic birds, flowers and decorative elements). It was great experience yet not one I thought I’d repeat any time soon. I was responsible for much of the detailed work along the ground which was physically demanding. My preference became designing murals—rather than painting them. Following, I created a mural for a Vancouver children’s clothing boutique, several murals for the Saudi Arabian science and technology centre, SciTech, and a multi-story graphic design banner for a global conference. I can’t complain—I’ve had some stellar opportunities! Yet, I’d talked myself into doing just one type of mural—the one where I designed it and someone else produced it. To complicate things, my doctor recently said it may not be a good idea for me to make murals. Well, I disagreed.

When I test drove the new’ish Q&A feature on Instagram, I was a little surprised with the big question I received when asking if anyone had an inquiry about Vancouver Mural Festival.

“What drives your spirit?”

This question came from someone who I believed would deeply appreciate a thoughtful answer. And if she would value these ponderings, then perhaps others would as well.

So, I dove into my journal and began to write (with pen and paper, of course). My thoughts below are just a glimpse into what drives my spirit. There is really so much more yet these are a few fundamentals I’m happy to share. The numbered points are randomly ordered. Here is an expanded version of my Instagram answer:

What drives my spirit?

To:

1. Grow and Create Meaning
   “What drives my spirit” is a timely question as my word-of-the-year is VOICE. My intention is to deepen, expand and enrich my art practice and life. By seeking out what I want to say, how I want to say it and to whom…I will grow. By following my heart, asking tough questions and taking action, when needed, I will expand. Conversely, patience may be my lesson. And there are always more lessons! Every life has smooth and bumpy patches—and not always in equal proportion. Whatever the lessons, I believe we are on this planet to learn the most we can from every experience. If we are to make sense of things we must create meaning so we can grow and heal, and ultimately lead a life with purpose and passion. Read Viktor Frankl’s Man’s Search for Meaning to dive into this subject.
2. Honor Life
   We only get one life (at least this time around). As a cancer survivor, I feel blessed to have a second chance to make this life my best life possible. Every moment of every day is a gift and I strive to make all my decisions from a place of love, not fear. I aim to appreciate everything—to honor all my experiences—equally, and to value life at every stage and age. My life is perfectly imperfect and I love it! #gratitude
3. Love and Be Loved
   Wow! We are getting to the good stuff here, right?! Everything comes down to love. If it’s not love, it’s not real. And only love is real! I subscribe to the lessons I’ve learned in part through A Course in Miracles and Marianne Williamson’s A Return to Love (a more accessible version) that both inspired Gabrielle Bernstein. We are here to learn how to love and be loved. Sometimes this can be messy or painful. I’m still learning and I’m sure there are more juicy lessons for me to come. Most importantly, I’m grateful for my deep love and appreciation for all; myself, those who I am closest with, those who I don’t know—and even those who have wronged me for they are my greatest teachers. To allow love is a submissive yet equally powerful and graceful. By welcoming love we expand our presence in the weave of life. It starts with self-love. Then, it’s about being okay with being vulnerable. Perhaps it’s asking for help or accepting compassion or appreciation from people who accept you as you are. We are all better together when giving and welcoming love.
4. Be of Service
   We each share our gifts in unique ways. Be that a small act of love (a smile or a selfless gesture that benefits a stranger). Or, maybe a self-nurturing act, for if we are not well, we cannot serve. Alternatively, it may be a commitment to raise your children well or improve the world with your gifts. It’s our job in life to figure out how we can best share our skills. Through a heart-centred connection we can ask the big questions that arise from our experiences—how do we serve ourselves, families, our communities, our countries and beyond. We all have value, even if we can’t do anything—at all. There may be times we can only care for ourselves and need the help of others, or need a break from caring so much for others. It is even of service to let someone love you. Think about how another’s joy may be lost when their help is rejected. To me, being of service means aiming to do the right thing and doing all that I can do at any given moment, whatever that may be.
5. Share Art with Everyone
   There are as many kinds of art as reasons to create. As I continue to develop my art practice, I’m inspired by fierce artists who have developed a strong, unique voice. One way artists share art with everyone is through public art such as murals (different than graffiti because it’s legal). I was thrilled to accept an invitation to work on the THRIVE mural recently. THRIVE is a womens’ art collective based in Vancouver, Canada. Helping create the mural pushed me to grow in many ways and I’ll share my thoughts on that in another post. Being part of the Vancouver Mural Festival has been incredible! I was definitely in my element. By creating original paintings, limited edition prints and murals I am creating art for everyone! And for those who know me well, you know my creations can also be found in my fruit and vegetable garden and at the kitchen table. May my creativity serve you well now and always. xo

By Joanne Probyn
June 5, 2018

I’m sooo excited about my recent conversation with Richard Tetrault, artist and one of the founding members of the Eastside Culture Crawl (aka The Crawl, a visual-arts festival that receives more than 30,000 visitors to 500 artists studios annually). If you’ve ever been to Vancouver you’ve probably seen Richard’s art—his murals can be found throughout the city and around the world. In addition to founding one of Western Canada’s largest cultural events, he’s a super nice, talented, and established printmaker, painter and muralist. He’s even been recognized with several awards including one from the Queen. In preparation for my first year in The Crawl, I recently spoke with Richard about his experience as a Vancouver artist.

Special thanks to one of my art collectors, Toni Pohl, Realtor, who recently introduced us.

What advice would you give an emerging artist?

I would advise finding a low-cost studio. By keeping your overhead to a minimum, you’re able to focus more on your artwork. This, in my opinion, needs a decade or two. Minimalist is good. You’ve got to have time to focus. Unfortunately, finding an affordable space in Vancouver is getting harder to do these days. Also, if you are lucky to find a good teacher/mentor, you will advance quicker than on your own.

Do you have any suggestions for artists who want to get the most out of the Culture Crawl?

The Crawl is an opportunity for artists, but it can’t do it all. See it as an established event that brings hundreds, even thousands to your studio over the course of the event. As an artist, you have to make your show work for you — mount only your best work, make sure the quality is engaging each year, and create an informative experience.

Many artists don’t realize how valuable juried shows and competitions are. If you are signed up, you find call-outs for juried shows through the Crawl website. The juried show venues presently include the Arts Factory, Cultch Gallery and Firehall Arts Centre. All provide good opportunities and are a great way to gain additional exposure. You can use these shows to build your CV, necessary for Canada Council applications and other grants that require a track record of juried exhibits. It’s also helpful to submit your work for the media package through the Crawl–you might get profiled in various media, introducing new people to your work. Volunteering is good too.

How important is having a shared artists’ studio space rather than working from a home studio?

Networking is essential for artists, even if you are essentially a loner. If you’re not in a shared space you really need to make an effort. In my experience (and much of my career has been in a studio separate from home), the people around me also helped build a community that supported my success. This has included artists, galleries, and public.

So in this sense, geography is important. Being involved in the Crawl, or other events — even once a year — can be a big shot in the arm early in your career. For me, it has over the years opened up opportunities for murals and other forms of collaboration. The energy you gain from that is great, and feedback is generally a validation of sorts. It can provide a barometer for insights.

How do you source and manage calls for artists?

 At this point in my career, most of my opportunities come from my built- up contacts, networks, and relationships. I seldom apply to broad callouts, and when I do it’s generally a public art call through a city in the Lower Mainland, or for an interesting or unconventional exhibition.

Starting out was different, and I have shown in many curated, un-curated, conventional and out of the box venues, locally and internationally. I’ve responded to calls for artist residencies, resulting in a 5-month paid residency in Germany in 1993, for example, as well as for exhibitions in Asia, Cuba, Argentina and Croatia, other regions of Canada and the United States. But I pass on more than I follow up on!

What are your thoughts about canvas prints?

There are a lot of ways to be an artist; in addition to painting and murals, I’m a traditional printmaker. I have learned the skills and discipline of making artist’s prints, from carving a matrix (generally woodcuts) to completing an editioned run. Commercially printed or open-ended prints — or any kind of poster-type prints — are just not a part of my aesthetic and sensibility. I believe open-edition, commercial prints can water down the uniqueness of an original, no matter how cutting edge the technology.

Although I have made a couple of exceptions (for example I make postcards as advertising for events, shows, etc.) I think that as an artist you need to ask yourself what your ultimate goal is. Historically, printmaking was the ultimate socialized form of image making and distribution showing us that creating unique prints is a viable way to disseminate visual material. I like the feel of a woodcut…the embossing, overlays, the language of the chisel marks and the gestures that make it a unique thing. Etching, relief prints and lithographs are all original works of art. When I create print runs, I consider the edition size when I price my work (generally keeping editions small, about 5-35 total). Larger runs are more affordable and often reserved for special events.

How did you get involved in making murals?

I became interested in murals through my extensive travels to Mexico in the early and mid 70s. I was influenced by the great muralists of their tradition, Rivera, Orozco, Siqueiros, and others. At SFU in 1977, I created my first mural in a public venue. It was strongly influenced by the Mexican sensibility and dynamics, but unique to my own iconography. And, most importantly, this started me on a path of doing more murals! The best cities to see great murals in North America are Mexico City, Guadalajara, San Francisco, Los Angeles, Chicago, Philadelphia and New York — popular murals are in every large city. Vancouver is getting stronger too. I have a great interest in architecture and love seeing how murals can interact with public spaces. I have a desire to work collaboratively with the involvement of various communities, locally and elsewhere, and murals are a great vehicle for making that happen. I belong to a group called La Raza Artists, through which we do international projects, including murals in Argentina, Mexico, Cuba and elsewhere. As well, my partner Esther Rausenberg and I are co-artistic directors of Creative Cultural Collaborations Society, an organization focused on local, relevant community-based initiatives. These are sometimes murals, but also can be multi-media based.

What advice would you give an emerging muralist?

Volunteering for an established muralist is a quick way to get skilled. You need to learn how to transcribe the image to the surface, scale things up, and activate the wall and architecture. There are a lot of technical challenges as well, and not all artists are muralists. It’s kind of a niche. Some muralists are focused primarily on decorative pieces while others, like myself, have a statement to make, whether subtle or overt. I work hard to substantiate and give layers to a theme. I don’t always work alone, nor do I always work in a group, but my favorite is to work with two or three other artists. I might take the lead. It’s important to me that the mural represents or reflects aspects of the community that it will become part of. I do outreach through workshops, using organizations such as community centres as home-base. I have, for example, worked on a series of murals on the Downtown Eastside (DTES) called Walls of Change (1998) that took six months, involved 300 people and covered 12,000 square feet in murals. More recently, Radius Mural at the Firehall Arts Centre courtyard, (2013) reflects the history of the DTES and the cultural intersections that make it so rich through the stories of the Japanese, Chinese and Aboriginal people who live there.

Have you had other jobs?

Yes, in the 70s and 80s I had several other jobs. Actually, I have had more than 45 different kinds of jobs in my ‘art career’! I’d work all day at my day job — that may or may not have anything to do with art — and then work at night on my art. Life is about capitalizing on your challenges and the skills you gain along the way. All these seemingly disparate jobs have provided something valuable to my career. I lived well below the official poverty line ($24,949 CAD, 2018 LICO Table) for the first two decades of my artistic career.

Artistically, momentum is really important. You’ve got to keep dedicated to advancing your artistic expression every day, month, year. Sometimes artists get disillusioned because they are inactive for a while, sometimes even a few years. They might ask themselves if this is a career or something that they are just ‘doing’. And what makes it a career, more than the financial returns, is the degree to which you identify and live as an artist. Not that selling work isn’t important, as it is. But at least early on, just keep going, so long as you find substance in the work you are doing. Just be in it for the artistry, adventure and sense of discovery in being an artist. That’s the reward!

What are you working on? What’s coming up?

I’m working on a large community-based mural on Commercial Drive at the York Theatre that is thematically focused on the First Nation’s presence past and present, in this city. It revolves around a central figure of a beat-poet singer. I’ve been collaborating with people from The Cultch and local youth, as well as two of my friends who are excellent artists and fearless on scaffold and lifts, Sharifah Marsden and Jerry Whitehead.

After that, I’ll be working on a mural for the Women’s Centre downtown. This will be an interesting challenge, and we are excited about the possibilities of transforming the Atira building into something bright and meaningful in the urban landscape.